nice collage on flickr.

this is really nice :: [here]

from fur

http://www.istanbulmodern.org/en/f_index.html

swap

so, here it swaps.
can u see another side of life?

彼得小話

傳說中的peter suart
工作多年也從未見過真人，
只是接過他的電話，
回過他的email,
砌過他的artwork,
像是很神祕似的，
什麼範疇都懂，
不對，不只是懂，
而是很精巧，
每次見到他的真跡便覺得自己渺小得連一條毛也不如…
這才是叫multi-talent呢。

他快要來港了，
你有聽過/看過/讀過他的作品嗎？

三月中開始可到Arts Centre 看他的Comics Exhibition & Talks.

an interview of “the box”

threatre . english

[arts centre外牆的巨型掛畫]

[音樂]

盒子

The Social Designers: Design for Real Needs

nice! nice! nice!

[click here]

“The Social Designers: design for real needs”, the exhibition will tell the story of how our young generation have the power and passion to apply their skills to make a difference in our everyday life. Brought forth by a global perspective of communication and intentions that go further than a surface to tackle deeply rooted social issues, we hope the innovative propositions that are presented here by these designers will demonstrate how we can use design for real needs.

NAGOYA
http://www.idcn.jp/e/index.html

Michel Foucault: Out of space

found it from here.

「傅柯 (Michel Foucault) 所著的”Out of space”，當中提到異質空間 (Heterotopia)其中具有兩極性的外在功能，一是創造幻想的空間，使得我們居住真實的空間相較之下更顯得不真實；另一則是創造另一個真實且又完美的空間，剛好與現實世界雜亂無章的空間相對。迪士尼主題公園不就是異質空間嗎？只有歡樂，沒有眼淚的世界。遇到的人物，全都是無機心、煩惱，天天載歌載舞。最重要的是這個異質空間是真實存在，今年九月更會於香港落成。想進入這一個理想完美的空間，不是很難。我們只需掏出數百元，就可以暫時離開雜亂無章的現實空間，陶醉在完美歡樂的空間。如果可以選擇，「人生大事」可以在比現實更完美的異質空間舉行，有誰不想﹖」

reminder

我說了很多話，
也寫了很多話，
為的，
就是怕有一天會變，
可能是環境，可能是自己內在，
要是真的要變的話，
我也會翻閱這些話，
因為的相信過去建立的也是對的。

請好好記著。

designer

fuxking hate “designer”,
cos’ designers are fuxking arrogant and poorest idiots.
and now,
i gonna become a designer, fully
feels like shit ..
so,
what i’m going to do
is to do much more out of a designer do,
to dilute the “designer %” in my own self.
fuxk.

執著

有時候我真的很執著，
執著得叫自己難受，很難受，
越來越捉得緊，
像是你緊張的時候不經意地握緊拳頭，而原來我一直沒有發覺，
放開那雙手時才發現那種執著的程度，
因為淚就是一直流… 一直流…
一直流… 一直流…一直流… 一直流…

我不是失戀，但我猜這程度跟失戀不相伯仲…

情緒

假如你怎也無法憶起那一刻的狀態，
請記著，
那一刻便叫做「情緒」。

i kill it

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do u know, it hurts so much………………………………………….
pls dun.

anthropology in school politics

sounds funny, rite?

fresh mint tea

Mint tea

Ingredients

Serves 4
4 teaspoons of green tea.
12 teaspoons of sugar.
Fresh mint.
1 liter of water.

Instructions

Bring the water to a boil.
Add the 4 teaspoons of green tea to the boiling water and remove from the stove.
Add all the sugar and the fresh mint.
Let it cool for a moment and serve.

寒

工作累透了，深夜乘計程車回家。

我靠在左邊，司機在我的正前方。

很黑，真的很黑。想起要打電話，雙手便潛進手袋裡找手機去。看不見，只能憑雙手去感應，這就是觸覺了，除了雙手那些皮膚神經外，什麼視覺、聽覺、味覺、嗅覺都給拿去。我所觸摸到的，就只有一部sony ericsson T100。（什麼？這是我year 2 時用的電話來的！粉藍色那款嘛，怎麼會在這裡？）

還能用嗎？看來沒有sim卡，看來還得要摸黑換sim卡，難度真高呢。

近日發生的事都好像怪怪的，一切都變的很平面，很灰，很暗淡，色調像Art School剛出的那本prospectus, 灰tone的，最多只有一點點黃色。

怎麼一切都像浸淫在這色調裡？

人家說，我們撞鬼了。

那些三十餘歲的設計師聽說沾了什麼「污糟嘢」，你看，臉色如死灰，生活平面的，造不出什麼來。不要繼續下去了，快想個辦法來趕走「他們」吧！

想起來也是奇怪，中學那些傢伙都在死灰山進行野外競賽，徒手攀爬，四腳攀爬。有些人爬得真快，從鳥瞰角度觀看，像是lord of the ring裡的場景。她們是咕嚕。

計程車繼續前行，前行，又再前行。前行，又再前行。剛才的黃燈都好像不見了，車子也好像駛了很久，至少也該駛至塘尾道了吧？！

不對，不對，雖然四周漆黑一片，但我感覺到這是室內，我肯定！是停車場，不斷在兜圈子！不妥了，有些不對勁！是變態司機嗎？怎麼辦？電話？電話呢？！打不到，Sony Ericsson T100還未換上sim卡！

「司機！這是什麼地方？！司機！這是什麼地方？！」

他沒有回應。

太黑了，這是什麼地方？

我俯身前望，隱隱約約見一些照片，一幀幀，…一幀幀的，在牆上，

那是，

那是，

骨灰龕。

「司機！這是什麼地方？！我要走！放我回家！」

他終於徐徐的說了一句「黐線」，車子繼續前行。

「我要離開！我要離開！」

我的意志告訴我我該掙扎逃離！

我用力的，
用我的意志，睜開雙眼！睜開雙眼！

醒了。

終於醒了。

我造了個寒慄的惡夢。

弊了，怕鬼的驚懼回來了。
半夜三夜，扎醒了，
很害怕。

害怕，找不到人，
馬上按一點音樂來，電話mp3、電腦itunes、收音機，都開著了。

想要克服，找不到人，
唯有在平伏過後，冷靜下來，雙手爬到keyboard上，
把惡夢寫下來，用理性分析一番。

這是學習獨自處理恐懼的方法。

讀到這.. ..

四周找答案，讀到這裡，好像釋懷一點。

看來是很冷靜。淡淡然的，就說了出來。

你能夠嗎？

unknown

不知會怎樣？

soon

或許你們都不知道我在說什麼，
很快便就會知道了。

serious

oh, come on,
don’t be so serious~
pls remember to relax and make fun of everything.

smile, laugh, cheers

pls remind me.

i found that i get so serious recently ..
just be a stupid idiot, okey?

我太認真便拉我下來… 有時我真的收不了手…

不夠不夠不夠不夠不夠不夠不夠不夠不夠不夠

什麼都不夠，不夠還未夠，還未夠仍然向前走，向前走彌補我的不夠。

命運

你不得不相信那些所謂命運的安排，
我們經歷的、遇到的，都是那麼的巧合，
有時候，
不由得去選擇，
是周遭作決定，
你要做的，就只是點一點頭，而已。